Inveiglingtalk’s Blog

It’s difficult to hide how I’m feeling, but I will.

I can’t hurt anyone.

Why must you ruin my everynight with such shallow comments. I hate you, sometimes, i really do. Why can’t you disappear from my life. I hate it that i have to see you every single day. You do nothing but make me sad and angry. You never fail to. Oh, and I have to clear up some misconceptions here. I need to tell you these few things, but not face to face because i hate talking to you.

1. My ideal perfect life does not equate to me always having a boyfriend. I don’t know where you got that idea from. So what if i had 3  ex boyfriends, it does not show that i cannot live without a guy. So what if i hang out with guys. so what.

2. I don’t give a damn about what you think about me. I don’t act innocent and i admit i have flaws and major ones. No one’s perfect, i never said i was. So, stop putting words into my mouth just because you can’t think of anything else to say.

3. Stop bringing up my past. Stop saying i dumped that faggot for B last time because i didn’t dump him. He dumped me. Seriously, stop it. It hurts to be reminded constantly of how our friendship was just lost. ( Not to add how you tried to flirt with him, but failed miserably. )

4. I didn’t end my friendship with B. It’s just a temporary “not talking” period to allow him to get over things. There was a reason for the break up. I just don’t feel like telling anyone. It doesn’t matter anyways. It’s unimportant.

5. I really like to say this. You’re a f***ing bitch.

6. I don’t care how you say my life revolves around just one guy. I do have friends ( i hope ).

7. Stop going on about how imperfect i am and instead, have a good look at yourself.

Oh, and please, get yourself a guy to rant to instead of pmsing on me all the time. I’m sick of all of this. All I know is that I have people who love and care for me, at the very least. Do you?

Stop talking to me. please.

Pardon the way that I stare
There’s nothing else to compare
The sight of you makes me weak
There are no words left to speak
So if you feel like I feel
Please let me know that it’s real
You’re just to good to be true
Can’t take my eyes off of you

Oh yes, in the midst of promos right now. I’ll blog much more after monday. I guess my life will be much more interesting then. Hope so. I’m left with Chemistry and Math. Biology killed me. Ah, i’ll just forget about what’s done for now and focus on the upcoming ones.

& i wish i could go back in time, really, seriously. I want to make things right. i need to.

you hold my hands, ever so tight.

never wanting to let go, never giving up hope.

I wish you would give up,

I wish you would forget,

but who am i to kid, i need you.